it ain't new years yet.

i refuse to believe its a brand new year. i've accepted that its 2010, but i dont feel new and cleansed and all that jazz you're supposed to feel in a new year. so, me being me and how in my world, i control whatever the fuck i want, my "new year" doesn't begin until feb. 14th when the lunar new year kicks in. i'm asian; i can do that.

recaps to live by:
- love your friends and family - they will get you through ANYTHING as long as they have an open heart and mind...and occasionally an open wallet for those nights of drinking everything away.
- respect your neighbors - sometimes you're forced to go upstairs and complain at their bitch ass for playing unpleasant music at odd hours and because you've been nice, they will stfu and turn that beezie miley down.
- follow your heart - you only have one, might as well listen to that thing.
- don't live in regret - because as my near and dear friend would say, "we're too blessed to be stressed". and trust, i'm madddd blessed.

happy almost new year!

baby loves to dance in the dark.

songs that have to do with dancing and the dark are usually automatically on my like list. strange but true.

fall/ing.

when did november hit us like a brick? something about fall just makes me want to skip down the street. in any case, im ecstatic we are now in my favorite time of year. the next two months will fly by, and soon enough, we will be ringing in the new year with bells, balloons, and booze - ideally belvedere but only because that starts with a "b"...i prefer kettle or goose.

on a completely seperate note, you ever feel like you're above waiting? so many aspects to life is about waiting, but why is it when you want something really bad, we all feel like waiting is not part of our vocabulary? i've finally learned to shut the fuck up about waiting and instead, embrace the fact that waiting is a journey in itself. sure, it's part of life, but instead of idlely standing by, do something to forget the wait, and when you least expect it, you will have forgotten what you were even waiting for. try it - it'll make you go..."oh shit, what the fuck just happend?!" but in a good, i just won the lottery kind of way, not the i just ate an entire bag of oreos whilst drunk and woke up with your mug staring at me.



to skipping...ideally with another hand it tow.

quotables.

"everyone in Britain thinks Victoria Beckham is a big deal, but in the US no one cares. she's like the soccer of people." - chelsea handler

"why do I have to follow CNN on Twitter? if I want to follow CNN, I can follow them on CNN." - jon stewart

"i play tough as nails with my heart on my sleeve." - solange

summer, summa, summery.

last day of august already? my...where the hell did summer go?

sunshine, heatwaves, outdoorsy shit...sooner than later, we'll be trading in our jorts and booty wear for almost fully covered up clothing. wait, we live in la...booty wear never goes out of style.

i have an internal to-do list i don't share with anyone...maybe because i don't even know what's on it.

enjoy it while it's still here. i know i will.

i want to be that baby in the backseat. don't front, who doesn't want to be driven around on some gangster looking bicycle?

my june obsession: anjulie.

love songs and limousines
wishing wells and make believes
disco balls and dancing queens
i fall so easy.
rich guys and candlelight
telling me the things i like
i'm too young and they're too bright for me
i fall so easy for...
the cheesy things in life
sad, sad movies make me cry
pretty people i admire
i used to hate
i fall so easy for...
the stupid little lies
hollywood and sunny skies
fancy restaurants with 3 forks and knives
i fall so easily in love.

because guys need love too.

now ladies, don't think its up to the guy to do all the romantic gestures and lovin. because Yahoo! is so reliable, they recently posted an article about ways to be romantic to a guy and i have to admit, most of it is true.

who doesn't like a compliment? but send a text randomly throughout the day just to say hi. or what they ate for lunch, or some other bullshit question just to show you're attentive. who doesn't appreciate a random text message? this can easily go vice versa for girls too...send them a yo! every now and then. it works.

there's a few other suggestions i'm a little unsure about. diary entry? touch his arm? well yeah, touching arms is great, but go for the jugular. no perv, not my penis. knee, and lower thigh. penis can come later.